pathologizing my internal experience

[harshhoneymoon]

its a real problem, extremely chronic, its why i've had 10 something blogs now. i want to get out of it and i've tried but it feels hopeless. i know it stems from feeling so alienated as a child and my obsession with categorizing emotions into clear cut concepts. i could really use a teacher. god i love this song. this is all the result of having your moon in the 12th house,sagittarius and a virgo 8th house mercury. we're all pretty unlovable but i feel special in my pronounced undesirability.

i hope i can move past all of this.