march 4 2026

[harshhoneymoon]

i was talking to her on the phone. mom tried to open my door. it was locked, she had told me not to lock it before. i opened the door and tried to play it off like i forgot. she was so mad she lunged for my phone i was walking backwards and screaming stop. sel kept calling me through out this. mom kept cornering me i got my headphones i said "i have to go my moms here" sel just said "no" probably thinking i wasnt serious. mom was furious still, im crying. i spill my guts on almost everything. i even told her i like girls. i made us both emotional. shes afraid im going to kill myself i promised her i wouldnt because im so close to leaving. i respect her. she had to keep dad from killing himself for 23 years. she said she doesnt love him [she said its not romantic, firmly] im so tired. i might be living with auntie and uncle scott once mid march comes. i texted selena, explained it, she'll see when she wakes up. fuck im tired. moms says im still seeing a psychiatrist