my near future.

[harshhoneymoon]

im not going to college [as of now] for the education. its to purely get my adult life started sooner. i need the money from all my bills. perhaps i've been too harsh, and its true i've felt a shift in myself since last year. all that time away from dad has completely severed my sentimental ties to him, i could care less if he died right this moment even though he treats me kindly now. hard liqour sounds better than plain beer, i dont really like wine. im still trying to find my home, its never been here.